Of course i have been thinking of things to write and cook

My fingers have been hurting lately, it can be due to too much housework, working out with weights, and also, typing and internet activity. I have had a lot of ideas lately, primaraly about dreams and how they compensate for what we aren't getting maybe in waking life, who is to say that dream life is not real. I also, am a firm believer in being able to sit still. I feel neurosis is basically, an inability to sit still with yourself, to fully stop. You get some terrific neurosis from this constant trying to do stuff.
Throughout the years, i have come to some conclusions, one is i can't be around people just to be around people, i gotta find them intelligent, and or gracious. Otherwise, why bother! I like spending time with myself, and doing stuff with myself.
Next, thing is atheletics, this has been also interesting for me, i like challenging myself, i used to do it with swimming, in the past, and will get back into it as soon as anastacia is able to dive in thirty feet of water, without worrying about it, in the sea. I do it now with strength training at home, and i don't push myself all that much anyway, just enough.
As far as cooking goes, well, i have made cinnabons again, trying to improve my recipe, which to some degree I have, and then, i have frozen some to take to friends to see how they stand up to freezing and thawing out.
Will see.
The other thing I feel is important is for older people to realize when they must not play key roles anymore, its a shame, one thing that annoys me about Greece, is the age of most people in positions, where younger energy would be better. I can't help to think it must have something to do with ancient cultures, look at Egypt and Mubarekh, as well, he is like close to ninety, come on, give it up man!!!
My pet theory is that older cultures, have this thing for real old people in what should be young positions, it keeps things rather, moldy though, and rotten!
tomorrow i will write more... i had some other thoughts but, i will be better in the morning...