Stress and starting a new venture in cooking

I have been away from blogging for the past two weeks, due to illness of child and a lot of school holidays, couple that with no time for thinking, and no blogging.
Although, i did do a lot of cooking and thinking, and deliberate non-thinking and feeling.

I think that I have finally come into my own, why does it take women age forty to GET this? I don't know better late than ever.

The things i have baked in the past few weeks, pretzels, cinnabons, and i really wanna make a leak pie this week at some point i have some leaks, but, i am so lazy i may just make them with pork, the key to this stew dish is to add prunes, in it, while it cooks, it takes the onion smell away and sweetens the dish too, and also, it takes the pork smell away if the pork bothers you.

I had some interesting conversations concerning doing a business with foods baked stuff, with a very old friend, who has come back into my life. We are both capable and i know we can do this. I also, have space as a test kitchen and it will generate an income for both of us, and also, it could be a great little venture, to be creative, and do our thing. We are gonna meet to plan particulars and get it going. Its a good proposal. I feel Greece is a good place for marketing, it really still is, for certain things.

The other thing I was thinking about is how much a product of our upbringing, education, and identification with a persona we encounter somewhere around the late teens still sort of dictates who we are at age 40.

I was thinking of how some people take things way to much and identify with them. Like writers, and artists especially, and how i definitely could tell which art school some painters went too, by looking at their work. Its hard not to be molded by our educational experiences. I think at some point though, and its not a happy point the real personality must surface, out of all this. I mean we may idolize Sylvia Plath, but, we must be careful not to become Sylvia Plath, cause her life was not great. I think it is important to have filters to our personality. I have always loved the idea of wearing masks in Greek drama, and fully believe mask wearing is a healthy thing to do, and being aware of this is also very psychologically healthy.

I do hope we get this business venture going, and it will definitely keep me out of trouble.